tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-185736922024-02-28T14:12:51.681-03:00alexitimiaThe trick is to keep breathing.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.comBlogger58125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-86495095291408911422019-01-16T14:55:00.000-03:002019-01-29T11:47:14.243-03:00hello. looking for an excuse<br />
´cause i ran out<br />
of them.<br />
Looking for a heartache<br />
to get over<br />
last one,<br />
<br />ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-55025083780537204692016-08-02T15:43:00.000-03:002018-05-04T23:32:47.992-03:00Clementine Kruczynski.No importa que,<br />
La unica opción,<br />
es olvidar.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-29582477986019416522016-05-07T11:15:00.000-03:002016-05-08T13:21:55.883-03:00On a foggy midnigth.The day to fear<br />
of Devil<br />
has come,<br />
after all this years<br />
that i´ve been<br />
selling<br />
a soul<br />
that didn´t belong to me,<br />
until she left it back<br />
upon my door<br />
on a foggy<br />
midnight<br />
without knocking<br />
at all.<br />
<br />
<br />ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-40539022869754810942015-11-28T22:11:00.001-03:002015-11-28T22:11:35.624-03:00todo tiende a cero.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-60344448146357828562015-09-11T23:32:00.001-03:002019-01-04T11:31:54.952-03:00Zero sum in the nineth circle.Broken nexus<br />
between<br />
significance and significant.<br />
<br />
Days falling off<br />
like dead skin.<br />
<br />
Day after<br />
antipodal<br />
of sense.<br />
<br />
Kind<br />
mask<br />
of friendship.<br />
<br />
Couple bar talks.<br />
Mute music.<br />
Entropy<br />
of betrayal.<br />
<br style="background-color: #333333; color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13.2px; line-height: 18.48px;" />ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-22241990585355568692015-09-11T21:19:00.003-03:002015-09-13T21:49:17.409-03:00Thanks speech.Well, light,<br />
and hope<br />
and faith,<br />
they never did<br />
the dirty work.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-48024939645167226072015-09-08T10:37:00.002-03:002015-09-10T07:56:46.991-03:00Seaside heart trick.Now, I love you,<br />
now you don't.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-41896397553033199662015-08-23T21:43:00.002-03:002019-01-03T20:34:09.057-03:00Pale skin synesthesia.So this is coffee.<br />
this is the sun.<br />
This is my body,<br />
those are my hands.<br />
<br />
Now they're worth it,<br />
`cause together,<br />
as we lay,<br />
we make a circle.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-49958531637758247312015-07-14T20:39:00.001-03:002015-07-16T22:34:56.742-03:00Room service.No need for wake up service.<br />
Unbearable nightmares<br />
they seem to do the work.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-24469268087296012232015-06-12T21:49:00.000-03:002018-06-04T11:25:28.553-03:00the returned<br />
<br />
<br />
They know<br />
the hole<br />
a soul<br />
can hold.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-86716488349884344232015-05-22T23:45:00.002-03:002015-05-27T22:59:05.262-03:00Centrifuge soul.One second before<br />
our last hugh,<br />
I knew it.<br />
your scent was different.<br />
You loved me no more.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-12339510537062204212015-03-28T19:40:00.001-03:002015-04-07T23:15:03.602-03:00Full circle.Expensive<br />
rough<br />
unique<br />
isolating<br />
yearned<br />
crooked<br />
subjective<br />
loneliest<br />
liar<br />
incompatible<br />
unshareable<br />
unexplicable<br />
unavoidable<br />
Peace of mind.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-82646959679722543222014-12-17T21:53:00.001-03:002015-01-24T20:54:20.572-03:00Succubus.<br />
Tell the Devil in your smile,<br />
I want to make a deal.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-74172199340454635722014-11-16T18:09:00.004-03:002015-01-26T22:13:18.195-03:00AliveEveryone who's<br />
here<br />
know something about the other,<br />
they all have betrayed itselves<br />
eager<br />
to stay<br />
alive.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-19468471431339000282014-10-23T00:11:00.001-03:002014-10-23T23:46:51.430-03:00Invisible.I don't look back<br />
i look inside.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-86316255440734679452014-10-19T12:53:00.002-03:002015-04-18T00:16:01.866-03:00Zero sum en el 9vo circulo.El nexo roto<br />
entre significado<br />
y significante.<br />
<br />
Los días<br />
cayendo<br />
como piel seca.<br />
<br />
El día<br />
después<br />
de las antípodas<br />
del sentido.<br />
<br />
La mascara<br />
respetuosa<br />
de la amistad.<br />
<br />
La charla<br />
entre las parejas.<br />
La música en mute.<br />
La entropia<br />
de la traición.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-994127368844768102014-10-09T18:53:00.004-03:002015-09-11T23:22:48.286-03:00Hypocondriac last heart-brake.I've died before,<br />
i'm not impressed.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-42191485340038682252014-09-21T10:50:00.004-03:002015-09-11T23:40:31.041-03:00Hey, dream about me.<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Just minutes ago</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I dream about you.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I travelled by your city,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">crops of wheat and sunflowers </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"> passed by </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"> both sides of the road.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">We went to the seaside,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I didn't noticed dawn.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">And then i hugged you,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">and i spoke.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">i spoke,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I spoke a lot,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">and i cried,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I cried.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I cried a lot.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">And tears and words easily flowed</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"> as the same thing.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I believe I cried all that i cannot do</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"> when i'm awake,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">never know why.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I'm not proud of it,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">it's only a thing</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">among others things,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">that do not happens to me.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Trust me, i've tried.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Both were crying </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">in times, </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"> by the sea,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">near your home.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Told how much I' loved you</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">told you</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">that</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">i couldn't love another.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Told you</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">(and realize)</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">that I haven't even tried.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">And we cried some more,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">and we hugged some more,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">it felts really nice.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">in a way</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I think,</span><br />
<i style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">no matter what happens,</i><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I will be not able</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">to put into words</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">in all the time i hope i have left.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Nevermind.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">And then,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">just after that</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">both wet cheeks</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">turned apart.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Felt your pale skin</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">as its separates from mine,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">for the last time.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Breathed your scent</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">for the last time.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Felt growing in me</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">the willing of kissing you,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">for the last time.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">But I stood up,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">and I turned around,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">and I walked away,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">and an big, big something,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">came out from a place</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">i cannot ever know</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"> where it is located,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">just disappeared.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">And this was the last time</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">there was a way</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">in which we were one.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">And then i walked</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">into something,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">corporizing</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">in the shape of soil</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">below my feet</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">as i step on it.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Not a second before.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Not a second after.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Now i've waked up,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">It's a quarter minus eight.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">It's a sunny hangover's free</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">sunday.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I'll take a shower</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">i'll write this down,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">i'll read it once.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I'll understand it.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I'll complete</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">this intimate,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">capricious circle,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">i forged myself</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">to get by.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">And then i'll find myself some coffee,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Downtown.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I'll find myself something to read.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">There's some music i won't hear again,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">there are some poems i won't read again.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">There are</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"> second bottles,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">i won't empty no more,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">perhaps not even the first ones,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">who knows.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">There's a dream, i hope,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">i don't need to dream</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">again.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">This dream.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">It happened</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Just minutes ago.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">No metaphors,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">no cryptic gimmicks,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">no poetic innuendo.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I believe its a good thing.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I can feel it.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Is as simple as that.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">I don't believe in happiness</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">or better to be said,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">i believe it´s existence</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">i know happy people,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">at least, the illusion of it trough time.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Seems to work the same for them.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">It's like a beautiful,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"> glowing numbness,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">that don't happen here.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Not to me.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">Never did,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">and if it did,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">(when you were mine)</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">It did not lasted.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">But i'm starting to believe</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">in something else:</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">A painless</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"> kind of void</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;"> that works for me,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">even if it is</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: 'helvetica neue', helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 20px;">as good as it gets.</span>ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-70026918178115375632014-09-03T21:28:00.001-03:002014-09-20T21:25:56.260-03:00Shadow of a seabreeze.Each<br />
and every<br />
day<br />
i<br />
can't find<br />
the point<br />
of <br />
still<br />
wonder<br />
about<br />
you.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-42099273035022530312014-05-29T20:52:00.000-03:002015-03-31T12:32:14.904-03:00Tomorrow's children queue.<br />
I'll<br />
not longer<br />
be<br />
the<br />
arquilogist<br />
of myself<br />
whitout<br />
art<br />
safe-conduct.<br />
<br />
No one's<br />
loving<br />
best me<br />
ever.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-7939940073128701182014-05-16T23:17:00.001-03:002014-09-18T23:16:59.330-03:00Nobody's clever than its shadow.<br />
All i really<br />
achieved is:<br />
I have<br />
payed<br />
the price<br />
of darkness's golden share.ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-73239698570709520442014-03-31T00:52:00.002-03:002014-09-21T10:05:28.346-03:00Message to mine LoopI<br />
dial<br />
my<br />
number<br />
on a reverse<br />
charge <br />
call,<br />
<br />
<br />ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-48655015323243404252014-03-01T02:54:00.001-03:002014-03-03T12:17:32.480-03:00It's a thing alive.Something there<br>
i belive in<br>
<a href="http://alexitimia.blogspot.com/2014/03/its-thing-alive.html#more">Seguir leyendo</a>ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-85063108044664821432014-02-11T15:19:00.001-03:002015-07-18T20:21:33.941-03:00Fingerprint scent through time.Closed eyes,<br>
entering<br>
an empty<br>
elevator,<br>
i<br>
<a href="http://alexitimia.blogspot.com/2014/02/fingerprint-scent.html#more">Seguir leyendo</a>ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18573692.post-18653827792081676932014-01-11T22:50:00.005-03:002014-08-17T01:30:30.376-03:00I stil do.And then<br>
they<br>
hit me;<br>
All those years gone,<br>
<a href="http://alexitimia.blogspot.com/2014/01/not-even-close.html#more">Seguir leyendo</a>ruben maderahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13300971428884832670noreply@blogger.com0